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Feel Trapped by Life

O

I don't really know how to describe this feeling I have, It's just the feeling that I am not suited to the world I live in. I'm doing this course and it's great and it's interesting but at the same time I can't shake the feeling that there is something so wrong with finding a job plonking myself at a desk and that's me for the next 60 years or so,

Then at the same time I have no idea what else I would do because the society is set up in such a way that there isn't much of a choice and if you do operate outside the lines you'll just be considered a weirdo, crackpot, bum. Especially me in my situation with my family because they are all just so straight and narrow and live their lives and have no issues with anything apart from the odd problem that comes up that they have solve. They are happy coasting through life with 30 days a year of freedom from their jobs (if you can call it that because it has to end).

I just feel there is so much more to this 'existence' but I haven't the faintest idea about what else there is and how to get there and feel content. Sometimes I would love to just have simple life I have nice little job with nice little flat or house and just get along like that and other times I want to be able to earn 100s of thousands and live an extravagant life but then I understand what needs to be done do get to that point and that just doesn't seem like fun to me. I want to travel the world but I'm too anxious to do so, I want to be social and go out and have fun but I'm again too anxious to do so and I also have the social skills of rock, I want to find a nice girl that is nice, not a bimbo, has sense, that I find attractive. But I have no idea what women want especially my generation because for them there is no pride in being nice and respectable but it's empowering to just simply be a pain in the 4ss.

I don't know I hate rambling but I wanted to speak to you guys about this. 

Thanks, O 

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  • aye i always hated the one life template the gov forces us down.... they have banned any other path though.... your not allowed to live any other way but buy a house or rental accomodation that then turns you into a slave to pay for it eternally... in the end we are all slaves. our property is not our property, our property is the governments property and it ties us into servitude to pay so much for them that it takes your entire average wage just to pay for it. this is engineered slavery. and its made this way by the government for they only view us as a labour force, as slaves. everything else is banned. you try go to the woods and build your own hobbit home off grid or whatever, you will be arrested for trying to find a way outside of their one life template.

  • in reply to Caelus

    and already another example came up about the gov not wanting any alternative open to you.... my plan to raise funds for a yacht was based on crypto trading on binance and they just banned binance because they didnt like people making high yield profits so they banned it and have now banned customers ability to withdraw their money from it too because they dont want you to make money the gov wants you to remain poor to shoe horn you into their one life template of pointless worthless servitude. yet again they prove me right. its time the people stood up and toppled every single world government and system and sent a clear message they are nothing without the peoples approval.

  • in reply to Caelus

    If you were a small group, combined benefits would make a comfortable shared living - it's how most immigrants do it .    It gets more beneficial the more people are in your group.

  • in reply to Loz

    It's really hard work on your own - and takes a lot of time - I've spent the last 5 years on it - rewired, re-plumbed, new windows & doors, new boiler, removed chimney breasts, 3 bathrooms - and that's not counting all the heavy structural work

    I also suffer from CFS so all jobs are planned to coincide with my energy availability - or not.

    Someone fitter could do it much faster - but I win on quality and fit & finish

  • in reply to Plastic

    Sounds amazing. Congratulations for doing it yourself too. I would like to do as much of it myself as I can. 

  • in reply to Loz

    I'm very into eco builds - this house I'm just finishing has masses of insulation and is built to a very low price - I've done almost everything myself.      The next stage is a solar array linked to a Prius battery for energy storage.

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  • in reply to Loz

    I'm very into eco builds - this house I'm just finishing has masses of insulation and is built to a very low price - I've done almost everything myself.      The next stage is a solar array linked to a Prius battery for energy storage.

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  • in reply to Loz

    It's really hard work on your own - and takes a lot of time - I've spent the last 5 years on it - rewired, re-plumbed, new windows & doors, new boiler, removed chimney breasts, 3 bathrooms - and that's not counting all the heavy structural work

    I also suffer from CFS so all jobs are planned to coincide with my energy availability - or not.

    Someone fitter could do it much faster - but I win on quality and fit & finish

  • in reply to Plastic

    Sounds amazing. Congratulations for doing it yourself too. I would like to do as much of it myself as I can.