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Feel Trapped by Life

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I don't really know how to describe this feeling I have, It's just the feeling that I am not suited to the world I live in. I'm doing this course and it's great and it's interesting but at the same time I can't shake the feeling that there is something so wrong with finding a job plonking myself at a desk and that's me for the next 60 years or so,

Then at the same time I have no idea what else I would do because the society is set up in such a way that there isn't much of a choice and if you do operate outside the lines you'll just be considered a weirdo, crackpot, bum. Especially me in my situation with my family because they are all just so straight and narrow and live their lives and have no issues with anything apart from the odd problem that comes up that they have solve. They are happy coasting through life with 30 days a year of freedom from their jobs (if you can call it that because it has to end).

I just feel there is so much more to this 'existence' but I haven't the faintest idea about what else there is and how to get there and feel content. Sometimes I would love to just have simple life I have nice little job with nice little flat or house and just get along like that and other times I want to be able to earn 100s of thousands and live an extravagant life but then I understand what needs to be done do get to that point and that just doesn't seem like fun to me. I want to travel the world but I'm too anxious to do so, I want to be social and go out and have fun but I'm again too anxious to do so and I also have the social skills of rock, I want to find a nice girl that is nice, not a bimbo, has sense, that I find attractive. But I have no idea what women want especially my generation because for them there is no pride in being nice and respectable but it's empowering to just simply be a pain in the 4ss.

I don't know I hate rambling but I wanted to speak to you guys about this. 

Thanks, O 

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  • aye i always hated the one life template the gov forces us down.... they have banned any other path though.... your not allowed to live any other way but buy a house or rental accomodation that then turns you into a slave to pay for it eternally... in the end we are all slaves. our property is not our property, our property is the governments property and it ties us into servitude to pay so much for them that it takes your entire average wage just to pay for it. this is engineered slavery. and its made this way by the government for they only view us as a labour force, as slaves. everything else is banned. you try go to the woods and build your own hobbit home off grid or whatever, you will be arrested for trying to find a way outside of their one life template.

  • in reply to Caelus

    personally the only way out of it i can think of is life by some form of motorhome. preferably one not attached to land. so a boat.... not inland boat, one that can go outside of any government jurisdiction.

  • in reply to Caelus

    hell should get a tanker and make our own floating free state lol
    food provided by fishing, rain collectors on deck for water and so on.

  • in reply to Plastic

    Exactly. That's what America does, and forced Europe and the Commonwealth to do so too.

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