social anxiety/ and feeling exhausted in public

this is the first time i have  spoke about this online, but i hate that i have social anxiety and anxiety do you hate it when you feel anxious and being exhausted in public. just want to feel like im enjoying being around people and i have no friends any more and that hurts. i find it hard to make friends and when i do have friends it makes me feel happy, im trying to forget my friends that hurt me and i need to move on, but some times i think about the past and it makes me feel down just need to get a friend. one day i will have a new friend just have to wait and see. i hope every ones doing ok 

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  • anxious, yes very. exhausted? i dunno..... perhaps i get pissed off a bit which perhaps could be seen as being tired of everyone in some sense. especially in corona lockdowns, with people not sticking to the damn rules and breaking my personal space and even one time where some bint with a baby stood so close behind me that her baby sneezed all over the back of my neck during the corona lockdowns... yeah, that pissed me off. i get sick of people when im out and about because people are fucking stupid.

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  • anxious, yes very. exhausted? i dunno..... perhaps i get pissed off a bit which perhaps could be seen as being tired of everyone in some sense. especially in corona lockdowns, with people not sticking to the damn rules and breaking my personal space and even one time where some bint with a baby stood so close behind me that her baby sneezed all over the back of my neck during the corona lockdowns... yeah, that pissed me off. i get sick of people when im out and about because people are fucking stupid.

Children
  • and yes i sorta exploded in asda for that and got a bit shouty and exclaimed that everyone is fucking stupid and has a amazing lack of germ sense even in that situation. aye she soon fecked off quickly round some stalls lol

    and got dragged out to heigh hall a country walk area with my mum one time during lockdown and there was so many people there, but they could have distanced better but they was all on this little asphalt path because no one wanted to stand on the mud or the grass because they scared of getting their shoes a little dirty so they all cramped up together like sardines risking getting corona from one another because getting corona is totally not as bad as getting a bit of dirt on their shoes.... and yes i exploded out in public for that too and shouted at everyone and called them all stupid lol although that was prompted by my mum telling me to get off the grass and tryna force me to pack in with the rest of the idiot sardines on the asphalt.

    hell i hated that stuff before lockdown even, in wigan everyone always just walks straight into or through you, they dont move, you have to move for them or they just walk into your and knock you over. right fecking tossers round here.