Took the leap

best of luck  but remember they can diagnose something else other than autism

aye, i know its gonna be at least social anxiety. to be fair i half expect them to tell me they have more important issues to deal with tbh. they turned me away one time when my fingers were all swolen and red and looked like they were gonna explode in gore lol told me to come back when its infected and to me it did look infected anyway, looked gangrenous! lol which is part of the reason why i hate going to GPs, always make me feel like a time waster.

gangerine is black.

its funny that what i thought i had and assumed a  bit of re-socialisation would deal with it---- but i got a shock i was told  i had autism  

yes very true ----  i think Bruce lee changed that quite a bit  --- well I hope

there was a big fight and Bruce won it and his right to teach his new methods ( I am no expert this is from memory ) . But then he died sadly.

if u only understand half of the eastern way of thinking it will still do u good. 

east asians want to keep their own stuff to themselves, they look down on other ethnicities practicing what they consider something that is theirs. same in martial arts too, its a elitist thing, chinese master wont ever consider a western master of kung fu to be doing it legit or right. most of them didnt even want to teach to outsiders originally. which i think is part reason why the chinese community hated bruce lee at the time.

yes i have listened to quite a bit of his stuff via videos ---- funny thing is he wasnt approved of by real zem masters etc but i always thought he did a very good job teaching us eastern thinking.

I loved his voice. If only i could talk like him

ah watched a few videos about alan watts, i think he was a zen buddhist of something. one of the guys that brought it back and created the hippy movement i think. or inspired it.

that is true, say thanks to your kung fu teacher for me,,,, alcohol witll as well --- it shrinks your brain. 

I stopped completely and my mind became clearer. 

there was a TV series called "Kung Fu" with David Carradine in it. I loved it.----- this little series is when i first heard of "The Way" and Zen and the martial arts

Now I am actually a practitioner of Zen.

Someday I will be good at it

drink every weekend or so. drugs are a no, my kung fu teacher says that drugs screw your system up to the point youd never be any good at any martial arts at all as it ruins your nervous system

drink every weekend or so. drugs are a no, my kung fu teacher says that drugs screw your system up to the point youd never be any good at any martial arts at all as it ruins your nervous system

yes very true ----  i think Bruce lee changed that quite a bit  --- well I hope

there was a big fight and Bruce won it and his right to teach his new methods ( I am no expert this is from memory ) . But then he died sadly.

if u only understand half of the eastern way of thinking it will still do u good. 

east asians want to keep their own stuff to themselves, they look down on other ethnicities practicing what they consider something that is theirs. same in martial arts too, its a elitist thing, chinese master wont ever consider a western master of kung fu to be doing it legit or right. most of them didnt even want to teach to outsiders originally. which i think is part reason why the chinese community hated bruce lee at the time.

yes i have listened to quite a bit of his stuff via videos ---- funny thing is he wasnt approved of by real zem masters etc but i always thought he did a very good job teaching us eastern thinking.

I loved his voice. If only i could talk like him

ah watched a few videos about alan watts, i think he was a zen buddhist of something. one of the guys that brought it back and created the hippy movement i think. or inspired it.

that is true, say thanks to your kung fu teacher for me,,,, alcohol witll as well --- it shrinks your brain. 

I stopped completely and my mind became clearer. 

there was a TV series called "Kung Fu" with David Carradine in it. I loved it.----- this little series is when i first heard of "The Way" and Zen and the martial arts

Now I am actually a practitioner of Zen.

Someday I will be good at it