Took the leap

so i done it, filled out ask my GP with my suspicions.
kinda feel anxious as i dont want parents to know lol plus i click the "email me" on how to respond and they still usually ring me up which is pretty annoying.
that alone makes me feel anxious then the possible life changes that would come from it too. i dunno its like i want help but i dont at the same time.
id probably feel happier if they told me im daft and ignored it and life went on as usual, but then again thats not very good for the future as im just basically driving off a cliff.
logically i need a change, but now im so anxious i feel like i wanna poop, but i already pooped lol
which is kinda how you can see how someone in our position gets locked into inactivity and doing nothing.

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aidie over 4 years ago

best of luck but remember they can diagnose something else other than autism
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Caelus over 4 years ago in reply to aidie

aye, i know its gonna be at least social anxiety. to be fair i half expect them to tell me they have more important issues to deal with tbh. they turned me away one time when my fingers were all swolen and red and looked like they were gonna explode in gore lol told me to come back when its infected and to me it did look infected anyway, looked gangrenous! lol which is part of the reason why i hate going to GPs, always make me feel like a time waster.
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aidie over 4 years ago in reply to Caelus

gangerine is black.

its funny that what i thought i had and assumed a bit of re-socialisation would deal with it---- but i got a shock i was told i had autism
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aidie over 4 years ago in reply to Caelus

yes very true ---- i think Bruce lee changed that quite a bit --- well I hope

there was a big fight and Bruce won it and his right to teach his new methods ( I am no expert this is from memory ) . But then he died sadly.

if u only understand half of the eastern way of thinking it will still do u good.
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aidie over 4 years ago in reply to Caelus

yes very true ---- i think Bruce lee changed that quite a bit --- well I hope

there was a big fight and Bruce won it and his right to teach his new methods ( I am no expert this is from memory ) . But then he died sadly.

if u only understand half of the eastern way of thinking it will still do u good.
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