Being Drunk

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I'm drunk well my friend writed to me today to go outisde and I did although I wanted to do some programming I never reject meeting with friends I'm very outgoing person although I never look people into their eyes because it's hard and very disturbing and well I drunk some vodka today I just got home and I'm very happy maybe tommorow it will not be such fun but no problem

I'm autistic and I sometimes am very weird when I drink I become even more autistic after drinking I laugh a lot it's probably some form of stimming and I often repeat phrases from star wars which is my special interest and lights are usually becoming more disturbing so that I put my sunglasses at night and I am more laid back so that I become crazy earlier as I drink and people think I am more drunk than I actually am and they are suprised when I drink more and more and still holding on because I can drink a lot also they think also I am a badass because I drink without washing it down with anything it just doesn't make sense to me maybe I have insensitivity to some flavors 

Do you drink alcohol sometimes? Do you like it? What do you do after alcohol?

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  • Drinking has always been a big impact on my autistic life. When I was younger I couldnt cope in social situations with groups of more than two people so I would always get drunk becuase then my nerves and my awkwardness would go away and my autistic traits wernt so obvious. This was so destructive for me, I would make a fool of myself and get into stupid situations that I should never have been part of. I behaved in a way that I am not proud of and that is not my personality at all. Pretty soon that became my new personality, even when I was sober. I look back on it now and I dont even recognise the man I was

    I have not been drunk now in 4 and half years and it has been really difficult to deal with people without that mask of alcohol or of being the class clown. Its like my defense has gone if that makes sense. I dont really like going on nights out. At least I am me though and im not trying to be some lairy lager lout like I was before

    Dont get me wrong, I still love a drink and will have a couple of beers in the evening after work and go to the pub sometimes but I am drinking to enjoy it now and not to get drunk and I know when to stop before that happens 

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  • Drinking has always been a big impact on my autistic life. When I was younger I couldnt cope in social situations with groups of more than two people so I would always get drunk becuase then my nerves and my awkwardness would go away and my autistic traits wernt so obvious. This was so destructive for me, I would make a fool of myself and get into stupid situations that I should never have been part of. I behaved in a way that I am not proud of and that is not my personality at all. Pretty soon that became my new personality, even when I was sober. I look back on it now and I dont even recognise the man I was

    I have not been drunk now in 4 and half years and it has been really difficult to deal with people without that mask of alcohol or of being the class clown. Its like my defense has gone if that makes sense. I dont really like going on nights out. At least I am me though and im not trying to be some lairy lager lout like I was before

    Dont get me wrong, I still love a drink and will have a couple of beers in the evening after work and go to the pub sometimes but I am drinking to enjoy it now and not to get drunk and I know when to stop before that happens 

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