Me, unfortunately. Not in a narcissistic way, it's just that I'm the only one I've ever been able to rely on.
I have never had a proper friend or connected with anyone beyond a superficial level. I fundamentally don't understand human interaction. If I don't sort something out for myself then nobody else will, that's been the lesson I have learned the hard way again and again.
It is a lonely existence but on the other hand it's better than getting hurt by people.
