He talks about if he come back things he will do & buy, he’s promised no more lies or secrets, he’s decorating our house, bought me necklace etc but he also confuses me & sleeps on sofa saying he’s uncomfortable around me but if he comes back he will feel better apparently, he goes hot & cold & dosmt want me questioning him as it puts him under pressure & pushes him away, I want to believe that he will come back but it’s confusing to me tbh, if he confused himself or is he making me wait on purpose & he might turn up one day & surprise me, when he’s doing things & buying things that’s good thing right? & maybe he says things out of anger or to make me think he’s not coming back, he says he wouldn’t look at another woman, I’m all he wants & wouldn’t change me etc but he says if I come home & won’t tell me if he is coming back or not says I have to wait & see & be patient, I’ve waited 9months now & I really do hope he will come back, we always have sex aswell even though he tries to stay away from me he can’t & I can’t him either, I know he cares about me a lot I just hope he comes back soon & this doesn’t drag on much longer, he knows I’m having operation in July & he remembered the date I was shocked so maybe he’s thinking of coming back before then
