Justice suicide or what else?

You can try to discredit me as much as you like - you were more forthcoming with the truth when you first joined this site and you let out all the information needed to do my own research.     Others on here did the same - and you didn't like it when we pointed out the facts.       

You can fabricate whatever story you like but I'm really uncomfortable with you trying to hook innocent people in to your regular-as-clockwork threads.

So I’ve gone back through old post and this is what I don’t get. As I understand it your current physical I’ll health was due to a car accident. No direct conections to any court case. Yet you claim it was linked. That car could have hit you on any day, it just happened to coincide with the case.

if I were you I’d be more upset about my health than reputation. And surely that would be a better place to concentrate your energy? Campaign for road safety or improved availability and research of regenerative medicine. 

Charity work raising awareness that experimental therapies that could help people like you exist but aren’t being pursued because of cost and lack of a profit margin. That would benefit both you and others.

I have found calculated injustice is usually just a distraction from deeper injustice.

Plastic has his information from the media who sought to distort the facts to sell their newspapers 

I'll stop here - I'm not going to embarrass you.   

A Google link took me there. It was only once amongst the thousands of links I look at each day. It only took 4 clicks from Google and no typing. The page was not what was reported and looked innocent. That is how internet traps can work. The media never reported the fact it was fake site, until the day after my trial. 

It was free then to follow that link but now costs money so would stop most people.

thevpolice could not prove I had seen or entered what they alleged and knew I was vulnerable. Was that not naughty of them to arrest me?

DaveAsperg said:

I was caught in an Internet trap on a fake website to which the media have Always misreported 

You keep trotting out this line for sympathy - but you never seem to tell everyone exactly what you were doing while using your 'not inconsiderable' computer skills to be rummaging around on the dark web.   Strange.

I'm a highly qualified digital engineer - and I've never once needed to access the dark web.      I've always found Amazon stocks most things I think I'd need.

Of course I know that 999 will increase humiliating effects as police have done and I have been a Samaritan and asked for their help thousands of times. They are nice people but like the wall they are just a listening service and refuse to do any thing else. That increases humiliations  ie makes things worse.

What you've stated is the standard statement. I believe everyone who ends their life has found these services can't help

I was caught in an Internet trap on a fake website to which the media have Always misreported 

DaveAsperg said:

but the police use tricks and traps to prosecute the unwary

Anything you say can and will be used *against* you.

DaveAsperg said:

And I was ultra fit and wealthy before the police started at me.

You didn't attract the attention of the police until you were a *very* naughty boy.    

Your rearranging and rewriting of history seems to be your biggest problem - an utter denial of reality and responsibility.

I don't want to sound harsh but it's almost like you are trying to bludgeon people into accepting your revised version of the past.

I don’t feel suicide is a personal choice . There is a view that it happens when psychological distress and hopelessness reaches a certain point. And we on the autistic spectrum get distressed about this and stuck with our thoughts much more than neurotypicals, so our survival is not good.

I don’t think you understand my thought processes Plastic, even though we are both very academical 

I am left disabled, blinded, financially distressed. Yes I play the stock market but that is not a gentlemans game as devious unexpected deceptions happen there and IHT and shortened life expectancy cannot be compensated for with this. And I was ultra fit and wealthy before the police started at me.

Thanks Peter. I am trying that, but it is not at all easy. There is currently a review of Neurodiversity management in the Criminal Justice System that I have written about, and in addition there is a review of the law on malicious communications, which I have contributed to. The agenda seems to on how the justice system manages neurodiversity and not at all about trying to understand our “mens rea”, which is often different and also IT involved

wevare usually extremely honest and law abiding, but the police use tricks and traps to prosecute the unwary, if they see a gain for themselves. I would never trust the police now. I thought they sought truth, but I am aware that their motives are money and convictions now 

If you feel the law has treated you unfairly and the system doesn't care why not try to change the law and the system? Getting a law changed may not clear your name but I imagine it would feel like a strong form of vindication.

DaveAsperg said:

questioning our reasons for living and the police reasons for their actions?

You chose to tangle with the big boys so an example was made of you to teach everyone else a lesson - a very obvious outcome.     The magnitude of the repercussions has to be great enough to frighten people - I assume you've read "The Art Of War".

The intention is for you to learn your lesson well - but you are still welcome to play the game.  You can still invest or play on the stock market - it's a gentleman's game.      If you were a gangster, you might have lost a few fingers to teach you a lesson.

The lesson is take it on the chin, straighten up and fly right - and don't transgress again.

You don't seem to understand that.     You're still grubbing around in the "It's so unfair" mindset.      

We talk a different language. Our logic is different. Why do some choose a walk and others to eat. Suicidal,ideation and questioning our reasons for living and the police reasons for their actions?  The USA case ... will it be murder, 

1. I know what I saw and what I did. I think the police prosecuted me to frighten others and to try and make money from me. They didn’t care the fact they nearly killed me in doing so
2. i cant seem to let go and it is destroying me an d my family 

Hi Dave

From your writings, I've never once seen a logical path for your suicide.      You're luckier than most, you have resources and stability around you - and you are the only one who cares about your cockup from many years ago.    You are not penniless or destitute - you have a home and family.   

You're a clever guy - so you have options.

Your suicide would be the most illogical one ever - in my opinion.

I can understand your depression - to a point - but you have so many viable options in front of you that I'm still not getting why you are trying so hard to put  "I told you so" on your gravestone.

Do you *really* want to die or do you just want sympathy and attention?

Are you really just embarrassed by your loss of good standing?

Does that *really* qualify for something as permanent as suicide?