I posted on my intro and Adie kindly sent me some info, but what I really need to know is whether there's anyone in this community who meets the diagnostic criteria for both Aspergers and borderline personality disorder.
I have books, I have journals ( my work is research). But what I cannot find is anyone who can work with an autism focus to my personality disorder. I love the kindness that my autism (no longer allowed to call this aspergers apparently) can offer me; I am not an angry person by nature but I do have angry outbursts when I feel unheard or if people treat me or others unfairly.
Meditation drives me mad, work is my obsession. But I need to find something in between. I love running and this morning was out in the park to see the sunrise, it was amazing and I cried because as beautiful as it was I felt so alone. I am addicted to this feeling and equally aware that this is perhaps not healthy.
Apologies as I am also not familiar with how to write Asperger's so testing out options. Having been defined by acronyms I also hate BPD as it is reductive.
Thank you.
Wrennie.
