Revelation

your wish is my command

I intend is a larger work, so it will take some time, a acollection of practical applications of things that makes us different and gives us an advantage

but I've got ideogram for you

Autistic superpowers

Or oddities of the mind and their practical employment

M =∫ f(I,E,S) dIdEdS

B =∫ f(E,S) dEdS

M- mind as volume of space inside curves

f(I,E,S) – function of change in Emotions, Information (stored in memories) and Self-awareness, between entry points (birth) and current moment

B – Body as a surface area of space inside curves

f(E,S) – function of change in Emotions and Senses, between entry points (birth) and current moment

does not let me insert pictures so you will have to imagine a volume yourself :P

Posting pictures is easy.

I use sex in its basic form, It releases happy hormones it relaxes the body, it helps when Im feeling anxious, even if its not sex and you just do it for yourself its a positive release if seen in its useful form.

like a proper englishgirl :)

obviously ill av a cup o tea first haha

I wish I could do that, soon I will start to think that sex is a myth, meaning something that does not happen to me at least

I tend to bluntly say what I need to know instead of guessing these days. Like, "do you want to have sex or not !!! " no messing about simple as you can get ! ahahaha 

thanks dude 

very nice comparison

Its important, its like trying to get the channel on a radio but there is to much interference and in order to listen to the important information you have to keep tuning it till it becomes clear.

amelia said:

I intervene on alot of my intrusive thoughts

I do that a lot too :)

I just didn't use proper english and terrible grammar !! I do however try not to focus too much on getting things perfect as it can create unnecessary anxiety. Im abit of a mental hack job I intervene on alot of my intrusive thoughts to sort out which are the ones that create a safe sail down the rapids whilst not being afraid to crash at any point, It can be tricky lol !!

amelia said:

I couldn't interpret questions at school

not only at school, in real life too

i'm often unable to figure out what they are actually asking me about

to much social double meanings, hidden meanings etc

alexythymia makes me unable to pick up hints indicating it

amelia said:

appear to me not my sorry

that sounds to me like something you are willing yourself 

I meant to write me instead of my after appear in my last paragraph. Or are you referring to my last sentence ? sorry you can see why I couldn't interpret questions at school lol

is it some sort of spell of command ? phrase you used ?

we can not deny the truth that is truth. 

appear to me not my sorry

I suppose so

what matters is that we do see that beauty

it's a nice feeling 

when I read it I see patterns of emotional thought which to me become almost 3 dimensional and can be overwhelming and cause a reaction of sadness or joy or laughter and poetry has very deep hidden philosophy which again appear to my like patterns of truth. The same way you see maths I guess.

I struggle with that a lot, I mean poetry, rarely happens I interpret it the way that is the right way according to teachers

I love poetry, its one thing that makes my heart feel true comfort and emotion which forms peace in its connection I can hear feel and see all the love and sadness emitted in the song of the heart, the poem, I was ok at simple maths but struggled with interpreting questions alot at school. I was good at creative writing, poetry sport and religious studies. I never made it to college unfortunately the devil found me when I was 14 and there began 4 years of abuse locked in a house for 24 hours most days. I survived to love people. 

I love poetry, its one thing that makes my heart feel true comfort and emotion which forms peace in its connection I can hear feel and see all the love and sadness emitted in the song of the heart, the poem, I was ok at simple maths but struggled with interpreting questions alot at school. I was good at creative writing, poetry sport and religious studies. I never made it to college unfortunately the devil found me when I was 14 and there began 4 years of abuse locked in a house for 24 hours most days. I survived to love people. 

I'm a Housekeeper 

what do u work as ?

its time for me to go on my break also now. Thankyou for your words I wont be back on till next monday now but please do send me some more of your thoughts on anything you wish I am interested in all aspects of the mind and I shall come prepared with the equation for LOVE ! to tickle your fancy hehehehee see ya later mate as they say 

i know that now, anyway it's time to start cooking, thanks for the chat, I might be back late evening

people that encourage you to shut down will always drain you, Fact !

Thats where the brain intervention hack job comes in. All or nothing syndrome haha if you have a person who is forgiving you can explain you need to wonder off to process the overload.If the partner is not understanding they will shut you down and you will hide more hidden until you cant take it anymore and react with a behaviour.

I'm leaning more that way, emotional attaschment  is added to everything I do, not just hipothetical sex, my ex used to say to berate me ''you can only go to extremes, no middle ground''

Man I should of lived in the 60s !

also don't obsess over the person you have sex with just accept it for what it is unless something develope's keep it simple and have full respect. It is not quite without its yang though, some people can not handle the thought of sex without attaching it to love and life long commitment this is what stunts them and their opportunity to learn how to have great sex !

yes, the price to pay is high - socializing more - I shiver already

 it is a great freedom to be able to express your body but you have to be in it to win it, bit like the lottery the more goes you have the more chance of winning lol so you have to socialize and get brave there is no fear but what we make for ourselves, most people are afraid of something if you smile and show a comfortable peace you are more approachable, show others you are not afraid and they will see it as confidence  

though I would probably go Leonard after it :P

wow, you need to teach us how to do that, those of us, that still consider having sex as a most welcome event

ITS ALL ABOUT BALLS MY FRIEND !  the metaphorical ones that is, whats the worst that can happen, rejection,  I laff in the face of rejection HAhahahaaaaaaa

I'm sure there is many more possibilities, Indian are particurarly inventive about it :P

NO FEAR....... over the top we go lads !!!!

yes, probably, not enough data, happened once only when I was 21. no sex with my ex, and  in order to do that you need another body, maybe I should clone my female version, Sheldon from Big Bang was considering that once too :P

I use sex in its basic form, It releases happy hormones it relaxes the body, it helps when Im feeling anxious, even if its not sex and you just do it for yourself its a positive release if seen in its useful form.

like a proper englishgirl :)

obviously ill av a cup o tea first haha