Suicide

I know I keep going on about this, but I'm not doing at all well. Can't seem to get any useful help. Tried to get a Safeguarding review for ongoing humiliation by the media and police (as suggested by NAS), but social service said I was a vexatious complainer and made all sorts of aggressive abusive comments about me.  ( exactly the type of things I feel vulnerable to)

I am being tortured by major authorities and am stuck in thinking a about suicide, hopeless, helpless and abused.

Can't believe the police caught me in a what I knew was a scam website, but in court they made out it was genuine and that I had thought it genuine. 

I believe their motives were obtaining their costs from me ( about £300,000) and getting a target conviction.

Convicted for following Samaritans advice for a 1 minute phone call, seems cruel. The courts don't like to back down from a conviction either and don't seem to understand major tragedies like Sally Clarke or me.

Seems bizarre and I can't stop thinking about it. Started a book about how the police and major organisations  are focussed on finances and targets rather than truth and justice (while I am fighting to stay alive and keep going , using 100s of psychological techniques).  Seems there's loads of scams about now , but I never realised the police would make out they were genuine and use one to prosecute me as if genuine.

Would any be interested in this sort of book??

A danger that the police would block it. They are very powerful and never like to admit they made a mistake. I tried to complain , but the just say they "disapply " the complaint and never answer the questions I raise.

I do not want to die , but my autistic obsession seems to be with not feeling worthy and suicide. Trying to keep going

I wrote a novel in the distant past of 2012-2013 but I had a lot more time and energy to write back then.

Would you consider doing an interview for a magazine?I've had an article published by Asylum Magazine a mental health magazine, so I can contact the editors there. I could ask you some questions and see if the editors want to publish it. 

Are there any legal restrictions on your being allowed to publish anything about the court case you were involved in?

Yes we spoke before and I bought your book. I am sure I can write about my court case, but probably not allowed to copy court documents, The regulations all support the police. I was found unanimously not guilty of the main charge - the website it was about was very different to the one presented to the court and was known to be unstable and a scam/fake , but UK police were wanting to have a go at a couple of us out of 400 . They had even written a newspaper article before my trial started, to be published if I was found guilty, with humiliating untrue content. Malicious in the extreme. I had never realised the CPS wrote some of the newspaper rubbish.

Never found a journalist who was allowed to publish anything I write, but they love to publish humiliating stuff about me! Any help with publication much appreciated

That would be great, I have sent you a contact message. On my screen I access messages at the top right of the screen, just above the "DONATE" button or you can hover your mouse/ pointer over my fish logo or my name and the message option appears

So we can try to do the interview on here, if you want, and I will try to type it up to send to the editors. 

We may have to do it that way as I don't think we're allowed to share email addresses on here and I can't find a way to private message. Is that okay with you?

So we can try to do the interview on here, if you want, and I will try to type it up to send to the editors. 

We may have to do it that way as I don't think we're allowed to share email addresses on here and I can't find a way to private message. Is that okay with you?

That would be great, I have sent you a contact message. On my screen I access messages at the top right of the screen, just above the "DONATE" button or you can hover your mouse/ pointer over my fish logo or my name and the message option appears