how can I be autistic if I don't exist ?
the voice in your head where is it exactly ?,
,, once you realise you cant place it, and realise that you ( the dialogue ), are just a bunch of thoughts which are temporary, like all thoughts, then you are considered to be awakened.
Awakened to the fact the ego/inner voice is made up of thoughts there is nothing solid which makes You !
In short, if 'I' dont exist...... how can 'I' be autistic ?
here is a blank square to look at