I hate parties. They are noisy, crowded, stuffy, smelly, over stimulating and spontaneous. I would rather stay at home with a book in the comfort of my own bed. But I can't get out of tomorrows Christmas party, whereas usually I would just not go. Seriously freaking out. Help!.
It would not be so bad if it was during daylight hours, but it is in the evening when I am at my most stressed to begin with and would just like to relax in my bedroom. I really hate socializing for 'fun' - anything but.
