Published on 12, July, 2020
What does it take for a woman I love to love me too and not me totally unsuitable?
The last woman who felt the same way, when I let her stay the night at my flat, pee'd on the bathroom and bedroom floor. I'm not joking!
It's easy for all you lot who've not got a criminal record like me, or who didn't drop out of school like I did. Suppose I'm just meant to gather dust? You'd think I'd be irresistable with my guitar skills and worldly travels under my belt.
Well, there's nothing left for it now but to buy a big American car, spend all my money on insuring it and keeping it repaired and be absolutely gorgeous. I can't complain too much while I still have a bank account to finance it. I've been a bit of a green plonker bothered about global warming for the past decade and a half but that's all seeming a bit unimportant now. Who gives a sod if the world ends if you can't find anyone to love?
I wonder if we dont see the queues that a person is toxic until it's too late? Its certainly in my case anyway
I seem to attract the nasty type, the ones out to use me for whatever they need
I've done that sometimes but quite a few times I've attracted people who were actually very sweet and kind. Then mysteriously they have an excuse after a while why they can't spend any more time with me.