I broke my phone yesterday and I have just seen this message now in the morning. I do feel sorry for you and I don't think that feeling is fake. I don't think mrs.snooks is faking either.
If I said just message me any time of the day or night, that would possibly be fake, because I work long shifts and I have a partner with health problems that require attention at home and it limits me going online during the night.
But it doesn't mean no-one cares, and it doesn't cancel out feeling sorry for you from a distance. I really hope you are able to move away from those neighbours and get some peace into your life.
Hi, I don't agree, although I understand that you feel really despondent and low. I just wanted to give an honest account and not an excuse; a reason why caring can exist but not be delivered in full.
Today, my partner is furious with me because I prioritised something at work, as I was afraid of my boss. So I have now let two people down, I'm lonely and I'm a coward.
I don't deserve to have a partner. Maybe that's why I have a partner with health problems. That's the kind of thinking you end up with if you follow the fateful line of thought. I'm not actually sure I believe in fate, though.
I hate making big decisions and choices. I look back in anger. Some of the worst times in my life were crossroad type situations. I think for many people that is true.
Therapists can be changed. There needs to be chemistry between you. Maybe the therapist also thinks they didnt do their best today.
But there is hope, that's good. I'm genuinely glad.
Or alternatively you were just trying to stay employed at a time when unemployment is rising.
I feel very lonely myself. I had therapy today and feel the therapist doesn't like me. Don't ask me why, I just sense it.
Anyway there is hope but I fear whether I know how to make the best decisions. There are so many choices. And maybe I don't know how to figure things out.
Or alternatively you were just trying to stay employed at a time when unemployment is rising.
I feel very lonely myself. I had therapy today and feel the therapist doesn't like me. Don't ask me why, I just sense it.
Anyway there is hope but I fear whether I know how to make the best decisions. There are so many choices. And maybe I don't know how to figure things out.
I hate making big decisions and choices. I look back in anger. Some of the worst times in my life were crossroad type situations. I think for many people that is true.
Therapists can be changed. There needs to be chemistry between you. Maybe the therapist also thinks they didnt do their best today.
But there is hope, that's good. I'm genuinely glad.
