I'm deeply unhappy but do not know what to do.
I don't know what my role is within humanity.
My neighbours have been mean to me many times and I'm getting to the point where I feel utterly miserable. I'm on the verge of buying a tent so I can pitch it on wild moors etc. to stay the night sometimes to escape them.
But I don't really know what to do with my life. I have a short attention span. OCD. I like the idea of going around in a tent but keeping clean etc. frightens me. So would probably just pitch the tent somewhere, stay, then come back home.
Or find people who would let me stay in their back garden a while, use their bathroom and kitchen, then move on again.
I sense other people are getting so much more out of life than me and I feel depressed. My neighbours have been nasty to me despite one neighbour having a partner and a BMW. Also lots of people do not accept me, well I just want to spend time with people who will engage in projects with me without subjecting me to hypocrytical judgmental bull.
