Social Disaster

Don't know if this helps but I really don't have a base line personally so I find myself mimicking other people.. I've managed to refine this into mimicking to suit a situation.. probably controversial but I'm watching a lot of donald trump at the mo and assioated documentaries..  he demands respect and people naturally want to friend hIm based on his communication.. anyway its just another point of view..

I’ve never understood what people see in Trump personally. Much of my life I’ve found myself not being true to myself and whilst being something that I’m not works for a while I find that it usually wears me down quite a lot.

Yea couldn't agree more.. I've found that communicating always comes with exhaustion.. there always seems to be a price to pay.. sometimes I'm up and sometimes I'm down.. 

Yea couldn't agree more.. I've found that communicating always comes with exhaustion.. there always seems to be a price to pay.. sometimes I'm up and sometimes I'm down.. 

I can deal with the exhaustion if someone is willing to give me a chance, but few do sadly :(

I know what you mean. Talking to people definitely isn’t one of my strong points  I just find it awkward.