Change

Hi, so i'm 18 and my Mental health nurse thinks it's a very string possibility I have autism but the waiting list is 18 months long for the formal diagnosis so she advised I seek support for it in the meantime. I'm really struggling right now. I left university because I couldn't deal with the socialising and the change. I'm unemployed. My dad might be moving away leaving me at risk of potentially becoming homeless and my relationship is struggling. Everything has changed and I want everything to go back to normal. i don't understand why change has to happen - espescially these changes. Like, a puffins beak changes colour in the mating season to help the puffins mate and keep their species live so that sort of change makes complete sense. Nothing in human life does. Why do people always over complicate things. I'm very stressed.