I do, autism has stopped me from doing so many things that neurotypical people seem to do.
I do, autism has stopped me from doing so many things that neurotypical people seem to do.
I do sometimes feel this way, but even though II'm still waiting for assessment I am grateful to have a possible explanation that causing less self loathing than my previous default position which was that I am no different to everyone else and just somehow weak and useless. There is a lot of the so called normal stuff I haven't experienced such as a romantic relationship etc, but I don't really miss that so much as having spent a lot of time feeling extremely negative about myself for failing to hold down a job for more than a couple of days. I'm in a sort of limbo stage where I'm just glad not to hate myself any more 
I do sometimes feel this way, but even though II'm still waiting for assessment I am grateful to have a possible explanation that causing less self loathing than my previous default position which was that I am no different to everyone else and just somehow weak and useless. There is a lot of the so called normal stuff I haven't experienced such as a romantic relationship etc, but I don't really miss that so much as having spent a lot of time feeling extremely negative about myself for failing to hold down a job for more than a couple of days. I'm in a sort of limbo stage where I'm just glad not to hate myself any more
