So Im new here

Hello everyone, Im new to this and a little worried. I hate social media so this kind of thing fills me with dread. 

Im 34 year old Mum with 2 children my gorgeous little girl is 10 and we have had a bit of a ride with her. Finally she has an autism screen just before Christmas. I have always said she has a lot of my unique ways. Now here it goes, it's suddenly dawned on me that i think I may be autistic and I'm not sure what to do with this. It's like a lightbulb moment. I have bravely booked a doctors appointment for this morning and I'm sat waiting. I can't do or think of anything else until I have been. My head feels like it may exploded. Im so worried (90% of my life is pure worry) 

I take meds for anniexty they do nothing at all, I find i can get increasingly angry a lot at the moment. My husband is sure i have Bipolar I really don't think this is the case. 

Anyone else in the same boat as me. 

xx

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  • Welcome,not in the same boat but in my own alogside yours! for a while.

    good luck with your journey,personally i found my diagnosis a blessing as it allows me to accept my self more than before.the sooner the better i think.I understand the anger,and the anxiety but in me the former is a result of complex PTSD,along with depression that unfortunatly come with ASD alot of the time.

    hopefully youll get some better answers,its a nice place here,its not really SM i dont think,as i hate SM!.

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  • Welcome,not in the same boat but in my own alogside yours! for a while.

    good luck with your journey,personally i found my diagnosis a blessing as it allows me to accept my self more than before.the sooner the better i think.I understand the anger,and the anxiety but in me the former is a result of complex PTSD,along with depression that unfortunatly come with ASD alot of the time.

    hopefully youll get some better answers,its a nice place here,its not really SM i dont think,as i hate SM!.

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