Published on 12, July, 2020
I used to think there was always some way to overcome anything. I was wrong. The UK is an evil country and nobody cares. I've been bullied all my life for being disabled and despite years of requests to the NHS and social services still get no support. I have no friends and have never had a girlriend. I am about to kill myself. When I die. I have only one wish. I want the UK to be recognised as the most backwards country in Europe, the place where people are most cruel because all I've ever known is loneliness and pain.
Are you here still Matthew??
Yeah, still here. I appreciate what you wrote. At the moment I feel strong emotions.
If you beat those strong feelings you will have skills for the future. We are both fairly similar I think
iv been suicidal on and off for years mainly from bullying and loneliness i feel the need to connect to another human being and iv never found it i do have faith which helps and supports me not that the people in the church do though as they can be just as ignorant as those outside were my condition is concerned