I don't stim, but maybe I should start

I've read a lot about how stimming is a common—almost universal—autistic behaviour, but it's not something I've ever done (to my knowledge). Depending on the situation, either I get quite OCD about cleaning and tidying everything around me (it has to be absolutely spotless and aligned perfectly parallel), or I self-harm, but I don't stim in the traditional sense (or maybe I'm misunderstanding the term).

Given that my education, career and general life keeps getting interrupted with stress-induced illnesses, I'm wondering if I need to find a suitable stim to help me cope in daily situations rather than holding everything in until I meltdown, shutdown or completely burnout.

  • Can you remember a time when you didn't stim? If so, when did you start and how did you settle on the stim you now use?
  • Or, have your stims changed over time? If so, why did you choose one in preference to another?

Any insights and advice welcome. Thanks.

Parents
  • Hi.. I have always held my body in funny positions. Not sure if this would count as stimming but it provided me with the proprioceptive input I needed to help me regulate and calm my nervous system. For example I would bunch my arms up and flex my wrists (I looked like I was doing an impression of a T-Rex). I stopped that because it drew attention to me. I still in meetings and social gatherings press down on my chair and lift my body slightly..again to provide the proprioceptive input that helps me to calm. When I am by myself or with friends I will sit cross legged on the floor. 

    The other thing I do to help me calm and focus is doodle. I am pretty sensitive to visual input and when I'm in a busy or stressful situation I find this helps. I also find playing with a bit of blu-tac helpful. 

    Stimming I believe is largely our attempts to provide our nervous system with the sensory input it needs to regulate. A note of precaution though... I have observed in others that too much stimming can lead to too much alertness and then have the opposite effect. I have noticed this particularly for people that rock, spin or jump (seeking vestibular input). This over alertness is less noticeable in the other forms of stimming and they seem to have a positive effect on calming the nervous system. 

    I now build specific activities into my day which I know provide me with the input I need and as a result I don't seek it as much in situations where it is more difficult to get it or would draw attention to me. 

    Working out what sensory input calms you and then building in opportunities throughout your day to have a dose of the input you need might help. There is some useful information on the NAS website about sensory processing and occupational therapists can help (if you can get a referral to a sensory integration trained OT).

    Hope this is of some help. 

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  • Hi.. I have always held my body in funny positions. Not sure if this would count as stimming but it provided me with the proprioceptive input I needed to help me regulate and calm my nervous system. For example I would bunch my arms up and flex my wrists (I looked like I was doing an impression of a T-Rex). I stopped that because it drew attention to me. I still in meetings and social gatherings press down on my chair and lift my body slightly..again to provide the proprioceptive input that helps me to calm. When I am by myself or with friends I will sit cross legged on the floor. 

    The other thing I do to help me calm and focus is doodle. I am pretty sensitive to visual input and when I'm in a busy or stressful situation I find this helps. I also find playing with a bit of blu-tac helpful. 

    Stimming I believe is largely our attempts to provide our nervous system with the sensory input it needs to regulate. A note of precaution though... I have observed in others that too much stimming can lead to too much alertness and then have the opposite effect. I have noticed this particularly for people that rock, spin or jump (seeking vestibular input). This over alertness is less noticeable in the other forms of stimming and they seem to have a positive effect on calming the nervous system. 

    I now build specific activities into my day which I know provide me with the input I need and as a result I don't seek it as much in situations where it is more difficult to get it or would draw attention to me. 

    Working out what sensory input calms you and then building in opportunities throughout your day to have a dose of the input you need might help. There is some useful information on the NAS website about sensory processing and occupational therapists can help (if you can get a referral to a sensory integration trained OT).

    Hope this is of some help. 

Children
  • I often pace incessantly to keep myself on the case. It was very obvious to me, watching a self-monitoring video. I might have written it off as off-putting to others, but many people have apparently become thoroughly accustomed to me doing it. You might even say they expect me to do it. It keeps your observers alert too.