Feeling self conscious about my Autism

Am I the only one who occasionally gets overwhelmed by my own weirdness?
I usually manage to bumble along, happy in my own little world. But tonight, I’ve run two lots of Beaver Scouts single handedly and did it well. I just feel very over conscious of how terrible my social skills are when I’m talking with the parents. I don’t respond ‘normally’ to what they say, I don’t pick up on social cues and I avoid eye contact. I’m just convinced that the parents all find me very odd!

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  • Former Member
    Former Member in reply to Kitsune

    Yes, I can certainly understand and empathise with your first point. It also connects to your second point.

    I can remember being told, ‘I’m not really interested in 11th and 12th century Andalusian poetry, I was hoping you were going to ask me out.’ This after a month of discussing Ibn ‘Arabi and his contemporaries. Funny lot NTs.

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