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New here (struggling with accepting my autism)

Lea0311

Hi everyone,

I'm new here. I'm 29 years old, I got my official diagnosis (Asperger's syndrome) almost three years ago and yet I'm still struggling to accept that I'm autistic. I often feel embarrassed about the ways in which I behave, speak, move ... even though it feels so natural to me. I'm terribly at pretending I'm someone else, someone who's neurotypical. I tried but it hollowed me out ... being around other autistic people really helps me so I thought I'd join the forum. 

I also have chronic epilepsy. Does anyone else here have epilepsy and autism? I'd love to talk.

Lea

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  • Hi everyone,

    thank you all for your kind words, they're much appreciated. I had a series of small seizures this morning and when I came out of them and deiced to read your replies on my phone I instantly felt better. You're all making me feel less alone. :)

    And you're right, I don't have any reason to feel embarrassed or ashamed. The people who are mocking me when I'm flapping my hands or rocking or when I about my favorite subjects without pause should be ... it would be such a relief to do that in public without embarrassment. I guess I just need to accept my autism better but it's hard without much support..

    Thank you, again,

    Lea

  • in reply to Lea0311

    Glad you're feeling a little better.

    You're exactly right - the people who mock you are the ones with the problem. You should always be yourself and be proud of who you are (although I know that's easier said than done when you're naturally insecure).

    I watched a great programme last week - 'Richard and Jaco Take on the World'. It's all about raising awareness of autism to make the world a friendlier place for us. You can catch it on BBC iPlayer if you're interested Slight smile

  • in reply to DuckBread

    That programme looks amazing but I can't watch it since I'm outside the UK. :( Do you know where else I can find it?

  • in reply to Lea0311

    They should! I loved the bit with Julia - it was so sweet Slight smile

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