Several times a week I walk along the seafront where I live and drink copious amounts of rum. I talk to imaginary friends and have a good old time. I'm slowly killing myself. I'm one of the last big drinkers.
I'm not being funny but if you are drinking to excess 24/7 then how can you even function well enough to even know what a ****** is? Maybe these people are just trying to help you but you don't like what they have to say?
It's not 24/7 but I am actually wanting to stop drinking.
Thats good, I can relate to that. In the past I have done what you are doing get hammered every night but then I just started to feel 10 times worse, dont get me wrong I can still easily sink a bottle of wine but its usually just once a week or max twice, I do feel better for limiting my intake but if you can give up all together thats even better....