Hi,
So I am not actually sure what I am looking for but I guess a bit of reassurance that what am feeling is normal.
I opted for a private diagnosis, I had my initial assessment on Friday, on the way to the appointment I was very anxious but during the appointment I was okay, the conclusion I had quite a few autistic traits and if a proceed to a full diagnosis mostly on the spectrum.
Even though it was what I was hoping for, I finally have an answer to why I am the way I am, and that my struggles are real and normal for an autistic person.
I should be happy but am not (I was recovering from a burn out and doing much better) but I am starting to feeling down again, I guess from the realisation I am not gonna snap out of it maybe, not quite sure, but since that appointment feeling alittle lost, When I did not think it would effect me,