Feeling like I'm better off dead

A lot of the time I wish I could be reincarnated as someone without Asperger's. I hate how much it ruins and takes over my life. I hate that I can't make friends and go and hang out with others like other people because how people make friends is a mystery to me. I'm sure most people hate me and think I'm weird and don't want to be my friend anyways. I truly hate myself and think I'm better off dead. 

Parents
  • That's true the one thing I like is that I have a boyfriend I love and he loves me too. We're moving into our own house in a couple of months and it's really nice and it's in a quiet village which is a bonus. That's going to be my reason for living even if I don't like who I am at least I have someone who loves and supports me even if he doesn't always fully understand me.

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  • That's true the one thing I like is that I have a boyfriend I love and he loves me too. We're moving into our own house in a couple of months and it's really nice and it's in a quiet village which is a bonus. That's going to be my reason for living even if I don't like who I am at least I have someone who loves and supports me even if he doesn't always fully understand me.

Children