Feeling like I'm better off dead

A lot of the time I wish I could be reincarnated as someone without Asperger's. I hate how much it ruins and takes over my life. I hate that I can't make friends and go and hang out with others like other people because how people make friends is a mystery to me. I'm sure most people hate me and think I'm weird and don't want to be my friend anyways. I truly hate myself and think I'm better off dead. 

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  • A lot of the time I wish I could be reincarnated as someone without Asperger's.

    ...Aspergers is not the problem. Autism gives a different perpective upon 'life'. Find something unique about yourself, and that is a reason why you exist. That you exist, means that you have something unique.   The thing to do is to separate yourself from others who do not support whatever unique thing you have, and work upon strengthening that unique thing instead. Do not follow the Crowd if this makes you unhappy... It is perfectly possible to be (seem) alone and yet be happy. 

     A clue to finding out what the "unique thing" I am talking about is... whatever thing that makes you most Happy and/or always serves you True, in life.

    I cannot say more, for it is different to everyone... but pursue Truth and Happiness, and ignore everything opposing that. Good Luck.

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  • A lot of the time I wish I could be reincarnated as someone without Asperger's.

    ...Aspergers is not the problem. Autism gives a different perpective upon 'life'. Find something unique about yourself, and that is a reason why you exist. That you exist, means that you have something unique.   The thing to do is to separate yourself from others who do not support whatever unique thing you have, and work upon strengthening that unique thing instead. Do not follow the Crowd if this makes you unhappy... It is perfectly possible to be (seem) alone and yet be happy. 

     A clue to finding out what the "unique thing" I am talking about is... whatever thing that makes you most Happy and/or always serves you True, in life.

    I cannot say more, for it is different to everyone... but pursue Truth and Happiness, and ignore everything opposing that. Good Luck.

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