Blip

I think i'm have a small relapse. I self harmed last night and haven't done for 3 or 4 months. But this time i did it where no one could see.

It's not just that. I feel stressed out all the time. I keep getting migraines, and can't cope with myself or my pets. Luckily Dad is helping me with pets so they are fine but i am struggling to be motivated to clean myself, get up, go to bed, go out, do anything really even eating.

I'm getting really affected by things. One of my bunnies was put to sleep last week and it's really getting to me. Noises are killing me inside. Even small chattering but especially those stupid bikes and shouting.

At my support group yesterday a few people were having a discussion about what benefits they get and what support. They sit there saying they have no support then talk about psychiatrists. More than i've ever had.

I suppose these all seem trivial things to other people but to me i feel like i am going crazy and fading away from the person i was.

Generally struggling. :(

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  • My son doesn't have a social worker , but has been assessed for suport like you b a team of peopl with a specialist knowledge of Autism. They run a social group and when I was really worried , I phoned them and they were able to find a psychologst who would see hime without a referall.

     

    If you know who your council is , try searching autism on their website.

    Try and tell the GP as much as you can . It sounds like life has been very hard for you . THey might be able to help you with medication to help you through this Blip.

     

    I'm impressed you called the discussion 'BLip' I hope that means you know you can get through it and things will feel better in due course.

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  • My son doesn't have a social worker , but has been assessed for suport like you b a team of peopl with a specialist knowledge of Autism. They run a social group and when I was really worried , I phoned them and they were able to find a psychologst who would see hime without a referall.

     

    If you know who your council is , try searching autism on their website.

    Try and tell the GP as much as you can . It sounds like life has been very hard for you . THey might be able to help you with medication to help you through this Blip.

     

    I'm impressed you called the discussion 'BLip' I hope that means you know you can get through it and things will feel better in due course.

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