Female with autism feels masculine rather than feminine

I am a female with autism. Something that I have felt most of my life is that I feel more masculine than feminine in my inner self however outwardly I definitely look feminine such as makeup and I do my hair etc but inwardly I feel and see myself as more of a male. Has anyone experienced this? 

Parents
  • Yes and I've started presenting masculine by wearing men's clothes, hairstyle, glasses, etc. I've even started dying my facial hair dark to try to make it more noticeable. I still get interpreted as female 99% of the time but I've found people make fewer heteronormative assumptions about me and I get bothered a lot less by men in the street 

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  • Yes and I've started presenting masculine by wearing men's clothes, hairstyle, glasses, etc. I've even started dying my facial hair dark to try to make it more noticeable. I still get interpreted as female 99% of the time but I've found people make fewer heteronormative assumptions about me and I get bothered a lot less by men in the street 

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