Feeling like giving up

hi all before I start I must apologise as I’ve already posted something similar before. 

Im in a job that’s making me ill(mentally) but feel trapped as I can’t afford not to work and can’t get benefits. 

Last week my wife and I went away for 4 days and I was feeling gd. Within a day of being home my mood drastically dropped and the anxiety and stress of going back to work was overbearing. 

Today is my first day back and it took everything I had to come in.

i got diagnosed over a month ago and thought things would change but they haven’t, I still feel alone and down all the time. I don’t know if I can do it all anymore and really want to give up. 

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  • I felt the same being off work can’t get help or benefits,seeing that no professionals want to help in Shaftesbury CMHT or DAAS inPoole Dorset I’ve decided to forget that I’ve got Aspergers I’m blanking everything out and just to concentrate on my job I don’t really like it but there it is.I don’t think autism isn’t  real it’s all in the mind as they say.Having a diagnosis doesn’t help either.CMHT in Shaftesbury are rubbish All professionals are rubbish they don’t know what they re talking about.

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  • I felt the same being off work can’t get help or benefits,seeing that no professionals want to help in Shaftesbury CMHT or DAAS inPoole Dorset I’ve decided to forget that I’ve got Aspergers I’m blanking everything out and just to concentrate on my job I don’t really like it but there it is.I don’t think autism isn’t  real it’s all in the mind as they say.Having a diagnosis doesn’t help either.CMHT in Shaftesbury are rubbish All professionals are rubbish they don’t know what they re talking about.

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