Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi I’ve got aspergers, I’m finding my job very difficult at the moment. I don’t enjoys the job itself, I struggle being around my colleagues especially my team leader. I’m stressed everyday in work and then I take that stress home!
i can’t go on the sick cos I can’t afford to, I can’t claim benefits and I feel trapped in an environment that’s making me unwell.
I really don’t know what to do.
Just an update to this, I had to leave work early today as my stress levels were peaking and I was losing my temper with everything and nothing at same time.
My doc has prescribed me with propranolol to take the edge off a little and hopefully function a little better.
The funny thing is, as soon as I’ve got in my safe zone(bedroom with tv on, watching twitch or listening to music now) I’m feeling fine. But I know if I went to work tomorrow I’d instantly be stressed again.