Published on 12, July, 2020
Some people are very unfortunate in life, and I would consider people with autism spectrum disorders to be amongst the unfortunate - especially because nobody wants this type of condition. Even though my life could have turned out far worse I still consider myself very unlucky; my life is extremely sad compared to the lives of non-disabled neurotypicals. I feel as though I was only brought into the world to suffer in the way nobody should be made to suffer. Being placed in unsettling environments where I don't belong and put in such overwhelming and distressing situations that trigger my sensory issues is very cruel; my family members are fully aware of my daily struggles but don't show any empathy towards me at all. Every single time I would feel the need to run off to the special needs counsellors my parents would accuse me of misbehaving just because I'm showing signs of depression. Then when I try to get special needs professional help that is when they seem to accuse me of getting fixated and dwelling on my Asperger's condition. Yet they wonder why I end up venting my frustration on library books and other property. There are times when I don't see any point in being alive if all life is going to consist of is endless torture, because having autism is torture for autistic sufferers and their families. So many depressed people on the autism spectrum have died by suicide - what if that happens to me eventually? What if I end up killing myself in just a few years' time?
hi I am SOOOOO sorry you have to deal with this sickening perverted torture as well! :( NO ONE deserves this sort of torture! You can always talk to me if you want just like you my family and few friends are fully aware of the torture that this crap causes me and they don't care they tell me to talk about happier things so you know what screw them! If I can't get treatment for this lifelong nightmare I will kill myself and they can suck it! If there not going to even TAKE TWO SECONDS OUT OF THERE DAY TO CARE then I don't care if I leave them they act like this is NO BIG DEAL and it ihas actually ruined every second of my life and tortured me evey waking second I am awake There is a diet that I have heard has helped some people with autism you are suppossed to take gluten and dairy and most sugar out of your diet and I have heard taking turmeric with black pepper to help it absorb better can help autism symptoms so I am going to try that and see if that works at all if it doesn't and if no treatments come out in the next few years I'm out of here!!! You are suppossed to eat really nutricious foods too like lots of broccoli and leafy greens and fish is good too omega 3s and hopefullyl it will help us! good luck I hope the diet works for you! Also I wish our dearly beloved "family and friends" could feel how much pain this torture causes us Bet they wouldn't even last a minute! too bad we can't show them they NEED to show us some compassion already sickos! I am SOOOOO sorry you have to deal with this nightmare as well! :(