Is depression different in autistics? If yes, how so?

I've been wondering about this for a while...I used to be very depressed but when I looked up the diagnostic criteria, my symptoms never really matched, I used to look up different types of depression too but none of them sounded like me. I went to a professional too and they also said I probably don't have it until I talked about suicidal thoughts, then they gave me a prescription. It all made me feel like an imposter. I had many symptoms but either they fluctuated too greatly and were not as persistent as the criteria says, or I never had the right combinations of symptoms or my experience didn't match with the described experience of that type of depression.

So, was it autism that was doing this? 

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  • Autistic burnout is often wrongly identified as depression.

    Maybe experiences of autistic burnout may be more relevant for you? If you search online for autistic burnout blogs/experiences I am sure you will find lots of information.

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  • Autistic burnout is often wrongly identified as depression.

    Maybe experiences of autistic burnout may be more relevant for you? If you search online for autistic burnout blogs/experiences I am sure you will find lots of information.

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