Ive struggled my whole life in many different areas first being diagnosed with depression at 17 and then depression with anxiety at 18 at 31 I was diagnosed with eupd which made sense because I had a rather traumatic childhood . 2 years later I was given an informal diagnosis of bipolar .
To make matters a little confusing when I was in my 20s my then 7 year old son went through assessment and was diagnosed with Autism spectrum disorder & ADHD . The pediatrician didn't look too much into myself it was all focused on my son (which was right of course) but in February my youngest son was assessed and when doing the background and family interview the pediatrician suggested I go for an assessment on myself.
So now that's playing on my mind but would it even be worth it with my back ground of trauma and how that's made me develop as a person but also with my mental health diagnosis or should I and then what's next I worry I would see myself differently especially on a relationship context where I'm married.
Sorry I know it's long but I feel so confused
