Am I not fit for life? Or life does not suit me?

Taltunes said:

Yes, but no-one has ever successfully answered what being human means anyway.

There is a line of reasoning that it is impossible for both The Answer and The Question to be known in the same universe, as they will cancel each other out and take the Universe with them.

You can blame Douglas Adams for that one...

Yes, but no-one has ever successfully answered what being human means anyway. Even if you had all of the above you would still be autistic.

Noon.. said:

Am i a human? 

A very human thing to do would be to look at where you are now (which you have just done), work out where you want to be and then start planning for to get there.

You are intelligent and capable enough to post on this forum so you are not one of those monkeys with typewriters who were tasksed with recreating the works of Shakespear.

Why not start to dream of where you want to be (clearly it needs to be somewhere that your autistic aspects can be content) and let us know and together we can build your roadmap.

The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step after all.

You’re not alone! I have no money, no friends, no “real job”…

I know exactly how you feel and it’s horrible. But you’re definitely not alone.