Do any of the other women here mimic the women you know and see. This is a problem I've had for years, it started at school and I still do it now. I mimic other women I suppose because I see them happy and laughing with friends or with their husband and feel like if I can be like them all that will happen for me as well.
I try to mimic their look - walk - style - in every way to be honest.
I desperately want a =normal= life but my life is far from normal. I've lost my voice and no guy pays me any attention but my sisters all are married and have kids.
