Not knowing earlier in life has robbed me of so many opportunities. Got my diagnosis at 38, what a waste. I'm alone, depressed and traumatised.
I'm grieving over the years I've lost. And over the three children I have lost.
I'm now physically and mentally disabled.
I'm independent still through thankfully but life's tough.
I can't have a relationship due to domestic abuse and obviously the autism.
Some online friends would be good. I'm caring but definitely not the flirty type so just a pen pal type friendships for me.
