I'm a woman with PDDNOS and I'm new here saying hi

Hi everyone. I'm hoping to engage in discussions here, as I have never joined an Austism forum board before. I'm in my mid 30s, and things are bad. Hesitant to go into details, but I feel like since early school years through to now I'm a target. I went out there and *tried* well, to mask basically. All in the same town I've grown up in. I saw a thread here I could relate tool.