SO well this week didn't go well 1 because sarah is finishing up with me 2 is because hannah finished with me and 3 because I'm going to London away from college and everything else with my family for work related reason today I was telling my mentor and some other people yesterday I'm going to do suicide before going to London maybe tomorrow but I don't think so yeah idk what to do . What's worse is that um my band card hasn't even arrived and now idk what I'm supposed to do because I got hacked so yeah . I am on the bus typing because it's literally 18:17 in Glasgow rn and I am still not home . Not going to say what happened. I'll check the messages when I get on the plane on Sunday so yeah