shouldn't say this here but my friend lost her gran and I started crying hysterically for 15min this morning before the bus came . IDK what to do to calm down . I use this place to get rid of all my emotions even suicidal feelings . which thankfully I don't feel like this today thankfully at least . IDK if I'm going to have a good week this week because my friend lost her gran and everything and as I'm writing this , I'm crying too . I do get a lot of help from people not just from college but yeah . I'm not going to mention names here . If one of you guys see this and want to know who is helping me . PM me plz can't say here . But they're not mental health people . YEAH . ALSO BE WARNED WHEN I WRITE IN FULL CAPITAL LETTERS KNOW I AM FEELING SUICIDAL . THANKS