I have a beautiful, amazing autistic son aged 7 who is in a crisis right now. He hits, kicks and punches us daily. He is screaming from the minute he opens his eyes until bedtime. He is tormenting the family pets. A few days ago my body just shut down. My brain stopped working and I couldn’t understand anything anyone said. I couldn’t understand simple instructions suddenly, I started being sick and got diarrhoea, and couldn’t eat. I’ve now been referred for mental health support for myself. I feel like such a bad mum right now but when he starts screaming now I literally get tummy pain, feel sick and my brain is shutting down. What’s going on? I’ve been dropping off to sleep all of a sudden too. Can’t stop crying. How did it get to this? Anyone else been here? Did it get better?