Friend, Unforgiveness and the Past.

I know life is meant to be great, we live to fight another day. Well today I had the worst English Lesson of my life.

Where to begin. My Brilliant and kind Teacher was not in and is not in for two weeks. We had a Supply at College and my Class were messing about. I tic (Tourettes) and the Teacher says "Are you taking the micky in out of me?". So than my Aspergers kicks in and I go slient for the whole entire lesson. I mean what the hell. When People see me being different there always has to be a accusation at the begining. So lesson ended, she said sorry (at the wrong time).

I get the bus with my Friend, she is a Girl (Not my Best Friend just friend). I find it hard to forgive. Right so I hold it against the Teacher and my Friend says "You act like a Child". What the hell? She stuck up for me at times and she says because of my non forgiven. She calls me a Child. Just because I have not forgiven the other Teacher from 2012 who broke confidental Information about me to my Friend.

What is my life coming too. Please let me know how I can calm down from this.

Jack.

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  • I find disliking people or situations bring stress out, maybe it is best to talk to them both later(if you can) and tell them you were upset and to clear the air for you if for anything else.

    The emotional coping side is underdeveloped in Aspergers, so if you can intellectise the situation it may be a better approach. It could be as simple as they do not understand my condition, not everyone does, especially if I am not close to them or they are a new person.

    Thanks for sharing your upset,, we are listening, we care, we understand, even if the world does not at times.

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  • I find disliking people or situations bring stress out, maybe it is best to talk to them both later(if you can) and tell them you were upset and to clear the air for you if for anything else.

    The emotional coping side is underdeveloped in Aspergers, so if you can intellectise the situation it may be a better approach. It could be as simple as they do not understand my condition, not everyone does, especially if I am not close to them or they are a new person.

    Thanks for sharing your upset,, we are listening, we care, we understand, even if the world does not at times.

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