hello my name is Rachel I'm 24 nearly 25 I have asperges syndrome ADHD and I suffer from depression after a painful brake up but me and my ex are Gd friends again and r slowly working things out. Anyway I can't cope at home anymore I live with my parents and me and my dad don't get on at all never have done. Ive stopped calling him dad because of the way he is. He doesn't understand my asperges don't see depression as an illness just thinks it a lode of people looking for attention. He bullies me there has been vilonce in the past we can't talk to one another with out ripping one another's throats out the only time we get on is at work we both work at the same place but we have 2 very different jobs. Anyway tonight my dad told me we won't b seeing my sister or my 12 year old niece over Christmas they live in england and i live in Wales. My sister has to hospital b4 Christmas not sure what 4 do she can't come down and my I feel he is 2 selfish to book any time off work to travel to c my sister. I would go up but my axsiety stops me from traveling by train. I told my dad straight I'm angry and upset almost took an overdoes tonight I threw my wine glass across the kitchen in a melt down it smashed everywhere and I ran upstairs and trashed my bedroom I am now in bed crying my mum called me a childish *** and my dad was saying nasty things. I almost rang my ex to talk to him cos we still close and getting closer but he in work so I can't parents r arguing and they think I have a drink problem and no I haven't I worked 40 hours this week 4 long night shifts I've not had a drink all week didn't bother me i don't care about if I have a drink or not does that sound like I have a problem to anyone. Anyway I really dno how to cope anymore because one of these days I b arrested 4 lashing out at my dad because the way he treats me is disgusting no one should be treated by a patent like the way my dad treats me really dno what to do we can't talk it's impossible sadly
