I have been troubled lately and i think it the lack of friends and a girlfriend are what is getting me down it like i know i want friends but i dont know how to make friends sounds like a childish problem ive had few friends my whole life uaslly small groups and honestly its only been luck that something happend to make people talk to me sometime like in primary school i only started talking to another child because he was new to the school and the teacher made me show him around and that lead to me talking to two other children but always had it in my head that all three of only just let me hang around because they felt sorry for me during high school i had left town and moved so i started over again this time people approached me to try to get to know me and i just said im fine on my own and that they should leave me alone because im better of alone but i look back on that and regret not trying but i always felt its better to not try than to fail but now i just think it was the stupidest time in my life i wonder how much would be different if i had tried i just think im at the point where i want friends but i just dont know how to tell if someone wants to be my friend or not i hoped by message before i might find some people from this site that play xbox but nothing happend with that i put my name on minecraft forums and got some replies people joined my game but didnt feel right i just dont know what to do
any advice
