Missed Opportunity ?

Hi,

I was diagnosed with Asperger's last yeat at 49, my initial reaction to my diagnosis was anger because in my early adlulthood, I had a break down and reached out for help with depression and anxiety, but was given minimal support.

Around that time, I was off work sick with stress. To help me recover I looked at volunteering. I was put in touch with an organisation with part of a local hospital that specialised in autism, to introduce and teach patients to learn computer skills.

I was excited by it, when I turned up for the first day, I was frightened because the building had windows that were all "blacked out". I felt they were like this, because they didn't want people looking in to the building, I didn't know what they wanted to hide. I was suffering from stress, and it may have well been an exagerated reaction. It was a very tough time.

I had been thinking about it Today, and have been wondering, if I made it in to the building, would they have noticed that I had autistic traits.

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  • Thanks for the replies, has settled my mind about it. My diagnosis only resulted after someone suggested it when I was receiving counselling for stress. After my break down, I was in denial that I had depression, but considered myself to be more anxious than normal. It's only writing this response, and reading my original post, I can see how I was lead in to that beleif. 

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  • Thanks for the replies, has settled my mind about it. My diagnosis only resulted after someone suggested it when I was receiving counselling for stress. After my break down, I was in denial that I had depression, but considered myself to be more anxious than normal. It's only writing this response, and reading my original post, I can see how I was lead in to that beleif. 

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