I've gone through the room it was last seen (it was supposed to go back to the place I keep it in) - it's a pain - I'll need to get another passport. I'm kicking myself - executive function is abysmal - the anxiety and executive function seem to be mirrored. A normal functioning person would be practical and say to themselves this is a minor setback; I'm gutted literally - my stomach feels painful, taking more medicine.
over the last few days i've got increasingly unhinged - going through everything and not finding it.
feels exhausting - the anxiety gnawing into my brain. I wake in the middle of the night: it's been a memory from the past
