Hi,
Just feeling down with things at the moment, I went to a music gig last night. It overran and I had to leave early to get my train, missing 2 pieces that were special to me. I had allowed a good 40 minutes flexibility in my plans.
Rushed back to get on last train, just made it. I went in to first class carraige, and felt really angry after some youths pointed out I was in wrong place. I am sure its just because I had my old jacket on. Just the way he said it, in such a demeaning way. I do travel first class sometimes, but on longer journeys.
Had a bad week last week, and was hoping this would give me a couple of hours break to enjoy something
I have a bit of a challenging week ahead, another deadline to get my complaint against my company pension to ombudsman, which I missed over a week back.
Returned to work, and other team members want me to document a feature I had been working on. Problem is, it takes me a long time to write things down, and as usual they want everything yesterday. I have offered to walk them through things face to face which would only take 15 minutes to half an hour. I have already given an hour and a half presentation.
Car is in for MOT on tuesday, and anything to do with the car seems to stress me out.
One of my obessions is old stereo equipment, and have been looking for years for a certain pair of speakers. On Friday see a pair come up on ebay, and in the description he says he is open for offers on them. I was going to email him, but things were stressful at work. I have only seen one other pair on ebay in past eight years. I won those, agreed to collect them, on day before, the seller refunds my money saying he damaged them when moving them.
In the evening I ask him some questions, and he tells me he has already agreed to sell them. For the same price I was going to offer to him. Really annoyed with myself for not contacting him earlier in the day, thought about it, but just so much other stuff to deal with.
On my walk back from train station past another couple on the pavement and got an odd sneering gesture from the bloke.
Really struggling to keep things togrther at the moment. I don't know why I seem to always be fighting things, wheras many other just seem to be happily stumbling their way through life, with very few difficulties.
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