Hi everyone I made a post last week about making a Facebook page but I still haven't gotten round to doing it. Right now as a young woman with asperges syndrome I'm really struggling with my life right now. Painful brake up with my ex new job I really don't want to start etc. on my last post I put I suffer from asperges and someone made a comment saying its negative but negative or not I do suffer from it. I feel lonely and I'm stuck in a bubble of loneliness even tho I have friends on the spectrum and a supportive family. Right now I can't deal with things and I then have these angry outbursts which I call hyde moments. My anger has caused my relationship with chris to brake down hence the painful brake up and last week I was almost arrested. Please don't judge me for that I am not a violent criminal. Anyway the police gave me a slap on the wrist no futher action and nothing like that has ever happened before. Chris wants us to be friends and I hope we can have another relationship together but right now we can't speak without arguing. I try talking to people but I either walk away in tears or I have a hyde moment. Right now I feel alone I used to be able to speak to Chris we where best friends before we started going out. Chris isn't on the spectrum and he sometimes struggled to understand but he would try to understand. Now without chris I can't cope I want us to work things out I hate this and I love chris. I feel like things are going from bad to worse in my life I feel I'm cursed. I want to set up a blog and I really want to speak to someone who understands and who won't judge me. Thats it for now. Rachel
